{"id":2098,"date":"2025-04-26T10:44:59","date_gmt":"2025-04-26T14:44:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/newplum\/?p=2098"},"modified":"2025-04-26T10:44:59","modified_gmt":"2025-04-26T14:44:59","slug":"now-i-will-never","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/now-i-will-never\/","title":{"rendered":"Now I will never"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Now I will never go to the tern colonies<br \/>\nwhere I learned to spot nests in the sand<br \/>\nand collect chicks for you to band swiftly,<br \/>\nnoting their sex and type: Common or Arctic or Least.<br \/>\nYou blew on their bellies with a straw<br \/>\nto show there are no feathers there.<br \/>\nI felt their heartbeats tremble against my cheek,<br \/>\ntheir ankles that could snap like twigs.<\/p>\n<p>I will never fall face-first in the sand,<br \/>\nbody sprawled toward the one that got away:<br \/>\nif we are a week too late with the banding,<br \/>\nchicks run and scoot beyond my grasp.<br \/>\nYour torso shifts back<br \/>\nlike an old tree laughing at me.<br \/>\nMy hat is askew. Terns circle and squawk,<br \/>\nprotesting our invasion. They dive<br \/>\nfor the highest point: a tall stick<br \/>\nsewn to the side of my hat, inside of which<br \/>\nis blood, stained from other expeditions<br \/>\nwhen terns outsmarted us<br \/>\nor aimed badly in anger.<br \/>\nThey escort us to the skiff,<br \/>\nrestless like an army at the tide-line.<\/p>\n<p>You knew how long those birds live,<br \/>\nwhen the chicks would be ready for flight,<br \/>\nthe rate they traveled south on trade winds.<\/p>\n<p>I knew how it felt to be small in the palm of your hand.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Now I will never go to the tern colonies where I learned to spot nests in the sand and collect chicks for you to band swiftly, noting their sex and type: Common or Arctic or Least. You blew on their bellies with a straw to show there are no feathers there. I felt their heartbeats &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/now-i-will-never\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Now I will never<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[62],"tags":[],"issue":[6876],"class_list":["post-2098","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","issue-6876"],"publishpress_future_action":{"enabled":false,"date":"2026-04-13 00:29:30","action":"change-status","newStatus":"draft","terms":[],"taxonomy":"category","extraData":[]},"publishpress_future_workflow_manual_trigger":{"enabledWorkflows":[]},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2098","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2098"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2098\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2098"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2098"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2098"},{"taxonomy":"issue","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/issue?post=2098"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}