{"id":2597,"date":"2026-08-13T06:47:30","date_gmt":"2026-08-13T10:47:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/?p=2597"},"modified":"2026-08-13T06:47:30","modified_gmt":"2026-08-13T10:47:30","slug":"once-burned-form","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/once-burned-form\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cOnce Burned Form\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<span class=\"poetry-spacer\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:3em;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:5ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> I despised eating <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:33ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:32ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> something wrong with me <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:3ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:58ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> call me fat. I learned to starve, <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:27ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> To hate <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:19ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> to crave <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:2ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> all the same. <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:10ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:44ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> I devoured <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:3ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:23ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> How hungrily I choked <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:6ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span>, through gagging and retching. <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:3ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> an animal eating scraps <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:12ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> You could hardly consider me human <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:14ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span>.<span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:5ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:12ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> bile running down my chin <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:23ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:43ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> Family is a word reserved only for people <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:11ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span>. <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:4ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> I learned to eat <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:10ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:40ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span>. Once<span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:1ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> I lived with Sam. Whom I could tolerate <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:30ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> I did not confine <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:18ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> We conversed <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:10ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> food<span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:4ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> no longer repulsed me <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:42ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:48ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> Flavors chose<span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:4ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> me, beloved <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:2ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> me, <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:30ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:7ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> cherished eating with another. I ate alone for so long <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:8ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:61ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:25ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> With a full plate and empty heart. <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:5ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> Aiya <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:21ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> was a stranger, <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:14ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> with food. <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:51ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:16ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> becoming someone I can tolerate. <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:10ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:13ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> every day of the week, of the month, of the year. <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:6ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span><span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:8ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> food, <span class=\"poetry-spacer poetry-blackout\" aria-hidden=\"true\" style=\"display:inline-block;width:4ch;background-color:#000;\">&nbsp;<\/span> finally feels like home.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">\u25bc<br \/>\n\u201cAmong the Ashes\u201d<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"poetry-spacer\" style=\"display: inline-block;width: 8em\">\u00a0<\/span>I an animal<br \/>\n<span class=\"poetry-spacer\" style=\"display: inline-block;width: 4em\">\u00a0<\/span>Family a word for people<br \/>\n<span class=\"poetry-spacer\" style=\"display: inline-block;width: 8em\">\u00a0<\/span>full plate empty heart<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I despised eating something wrong with me call me fat. I learned to starve, To hate to crave all the same. I devoured How hungrily I choked , through gagging and retching. an animal eating scraps You could hardly consider me human . &nbsp; bile running down my chin Family is a word reserved only &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/once-burned-form\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201cOnce Burned Form\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4227,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[62],"tags":[],"issue":[6885],"class_list":["post-2597","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","issue-6885"],"publishpress_future_action":{"enabled":false,"date":"2026-08-22 13:23:16","action":"change-status","newStatus":"draft","terms":[],"taxonomy":"category","extraData":[]},"publishpress_future_workflow_manual_trigger":{"enabledWorkflows":[]},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2597","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4227"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2597"}],"version-history":[{"count":62,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2597\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2812,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2597\/revisions\/2812"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2597"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2597"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2597"},{"taxonomy":"issue","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gcc.mass.edu\/plum\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/issue?post=2597"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}