Look at the lonely Zanate,
pecking at his own enamored reflection
in the dusty window of the room
where I slept for seven days
in the house of my lover’s wife.
Dear lover of poetry, farmer, family man;
what happens when the lonely Zanate
pecks too hard at his own corrupted image?
When the glass shatters, shards falling
to the concrete veranda where spotted
chanchitos roam at dusk.
On elegant, iron–black feet, will he hop
into the room, searching the empty beds
and soiled laundry for his love,
finding only crazy ants to eat for dinner?
Or will he take flight toward the coast,
hearing the quiet and ancient voices of turtles
mumuring from their eggs under the sand,
following that call, relentless as the tides,
our lonely Zanate with bright black wings,
long tail, and many songs.
Lilian R. Jackman is the owner of Wilder Hill Gardens, a perennial nursery in Conway, a 1991 graduate of the GCC School of Nursing, a graduate of Smith College 2009, and Yale University 2012.